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04.22.07 (10:05 pm) [edit]I just found out that I'm in serious shit! =( And there's nothing I could do about it cos it's already done. No turning back. I just have to brave what's going to come. This is so shitty...(sigh) My only consolation is that tomorrow would be the last day of lecturers for this week before another long break. Just what I need...more time to recuperate? I don't need that, what I need now is a time machine to turn back time and ammend what was done. My GAWD!!! I wish I could swear and curse out loud, but that won't help... I wish I could cry, but right now I have no tears to spare. =( I hate today. But don't get me wrong, I love coming back to school, err, uni again. :)
blek!
04.20.07 (2:31 am) [edit]I've not been writing my blog for a really loooooooooonnnngggg time. LOL!
Last night I was so bored and I came up with this: Sometimes time could change things - for good and for bad...you gain and you lose things...so as long as you still have it, appreciate it. Some incident inspired me to write this.
I'm glad I managed to finish my assignment, just left the printing only. I think I'll do it on Sunday. But I have one more assignment to do. I distinctively remember that the due date is on the 30th of april cos I wrote it down, but I've heard people giving so many due dates that it's safer to finish it before uni starts.
Oh my gawd, what kind of song is this?! So sad... :( There's enough sadness in my life already, I don't need another stupid song to worsen how I feel right now.
Malaysian Carnival tomorrow, I don't know who to go with... I want to go to Queenstreet too to get something I've been eyeing for a really long time but didn't get it cos I thought it's not worth it. But now, I think I want it just to fill up my empty room. LOL! And get a new sling bag maybe. Now I just feel like buying stuff to fill my emptiness.
Oh no...another sad song, but it's alright somehow...well, just listen for a bit I guess...
I find it hard to trust people lately...I've not been myself since last week and it's not good. I feel so messed up. Everything is just slipping from my fingers...everything...nobody would understand if I tell someone...cos even I myself don't know how to describe it. I hate this feeling... :( What shit am I writing?!
I've not been chatting for long too, just don't have the mood I guess...so many things in my mind that I need clearing up before uni starts, otherwise it would affect my studies... Oh yeah, maddog, if you're reading this, I'm sorry for not being online very long, not being myself lately. I will chat when things are ok, ok? Take care of yourself. :)
I know I have things I wanna write about, but I just don't know where to begin and I don't know whether it's appropriate or not to write something so private in this public blog. LOL!
A Thank You Note
04.02.07 (11:08 pm) [edit]i would like to say thank you to Al for putting so much effort in making last night an enjoyable night, although ehem...it didn't turn out as what it was supposed to. =p but still, if that accident didn't happen, i think the rest of the night won't be that interesting. =)
Last night was really spontaneous and i love it! =)