Celebrating my family and friends

10.31.06 (3:53 pm)   [edit]

WHO AM I
By: Jessica Andrews
Submitted by: Sara Kneeland
Corrected by: sydbrown@hotmail.com

If I live to be 100 and never see the seven wonders that'll be alri-yiyiyiyight.
If I don't make it to the big leagues,
if I never win a grammy i'm gonna be just fi-yiyiyiyine.
Cuz i know exactly who I am.

I am Rosmary's granddaughter
The spittin image of my father
And when the day is done my Momma's still my biggest fan
Sometimes I'm clueless and i'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me
And they know just where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's Who I Am

So when I make a big mistake,
when I fall flat on my face,
I know i'll be alri-yiyiyiyight.
Should my tender heart be broken I will cry those teardrops knowing,
I will be just fi-yiyiyiyine.
Cuz nothing changes who I am.

I am Rosmary's granddaughter
The spittin image of my father
And when the day is done my Momma's still my biggest fan
Sometimes I'm clueless and i'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me
And they know just where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's Who I Am

I'm a saint and i'm a sinner, i'm a loser, i'm a winner.
I am steady and unstable, I am young but I am able.

I am Rosmary's granddaughter
The spittin image of my father
And when the day is done my Momma's still my biggest fan

Sometimes I'm clueless and i'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me
And they know where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's Who I Am

I am Rosmary's granddaughter
The spittin image of my father
And when the day is done my Momma's still my biggest fan
Sometimes I'm clueless and i'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me
And they know just where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's Who I Am
That's Who I Am

This song is dedicated to my dad, my mom, my brother, Allison, Elin and Elaine.

Thanks guys! You guys certainly bring out the best in me and I'm very thankful for that. To my friends, I really miss you guys and I wish you guys all the best in whatever you do. Stay in touch! Smile

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Just too little too late

10.29.06 (3:52 pm)   [edit]

Come with me, stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do you expect me to say
You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand, and you say you've changed
But boy you know your beggin don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game

So let me on down
Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know

It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)

I was young and in love
I gave you everything but it wasn't enough

And now you wanna communicate
You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
In lettin you go, I'm lovin myself
You gotta problem
But don't come askin me for help
Cause ya know

It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)

I can love with all of my heart baby
I know I have so much to give
(I have so much to give)
With a player like you, I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live, no oh

It's just too little, too late
Yay-yeeeaah

It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

Jojo - Too Little Too Late

This song is dedicated to myself...

I broke my own rule...I shouldn't have fallen for him. I can't believe through past experiences, I still trust guys?! Everything is just a game for them...

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An overview

10.28.06 (10:55 am)   [edit]

Wahh...I haven't been blogging for many months. Was it 2? Maybe 3 months. Been so busy with things, that I just can't find the time to blog.

An unnecessary announcement: I got a laptop for my birthday - the most expensive birthday present ever. I'm going to treasure it my whole life. Got a digital camera few days later, so I guess I will be uploading my picture soon, when I have more time.

Still waiting for the offer letter from MARA. I don't know what took them so long. I'm starting to get worried. Who knows maybe I don't actually have an offer letter from UoA? Maybe I'm not qualified?....

Lots of things happened after my Bintulu trip. Shocking events and I'm still feeling astounded. Don't know when I can get over it. But that certainly almost change my career path. I almost wanted to be a spy, risking my life since there's nobody to live for. Fortunately, it did not happen that way (though I still don't mind being a spy or an FBI agent). Too much watching Alias that's what happen, starting to get all these weird ideas in my head.

What else?? Hmm...well, I guess nothing for now. Kinda late, so I gotta turn in soon. So goodnight!

I thought there was going to be a newborn child. Wasn't that thrilled, to be honest. I thought the child is going to stand in the way. After awhile, when the idea of having another brother or sister (preferrably a baby brother) in the family sinks in, I don't mind actually. I even decided to pamper him/her. If I am to go to New Zealand, I would surely buy for him/her the hugest teddy bear I could find. Don't care about looking like a weirdo carrying the huge teddy bear. Hehe. But alas, we're not expecting any newborn any time soon. *sigh*

Another announcement: My parents bought a new car, a Hilux to be exact, which is going to be used to go to the farm. I know this must sound stupid, reporting about having a new car, but I'm just so thrilled that at last we've got a new car, instead of the second-hands. Talking about cars, I sat for my computer test for driving and I passed, a 49/50. Yippee! Now I'm just waiting to learn to drive, still have to wait for approval from JPJ, which is taking like FOREVER! And we bought a new house too. It's very beautiful. In fact, I just went to see it just now, still half-complete. Maybe move in by end of next year and I'm looking forward to the house warming. Don't care if I'm in NZ, I would still come back for the celebration. My mum is going to call in an interior designer to handle the furnishings of the house, so it's gonna be very beautiful. Too bad I only get to stay there once in a while. Never mind... And I would be expecting puppies soon, maybe beginning of next year. I hope I would be in time to see them before I fly.

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