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04.25.06 (6:41 pm) [edit]Haven't been blogging for many days, busy with my trials. This could be my last post till May. I watched Ultraviolet last Friday and I loved it. To me, it's much better than Aeon Flux, especially the fighting scene. Nobody could play Violet as well as Milla Jovovich - her emotions are raw! I'll give it a 6/10.
Trials sucks! Later, I'm going to sit for my literature paper. I hope I can do well in this one, been poring through the notes the whole night.
~betrayal~
I hope I'm able to study at home. It's the nexus of feelings that prevent me from concentrating. Have to go back to the base, where the source of my elements reside. (what crap) Anyways, just few more days left to hold on.
I think I'm going to have a sore throat, my throat feels funny. I've taken medicine but so far it's just weakened the virus not killing it.
Nothing important
04.20.06 (5:32 pm) [edit]One more step to freedom. Hehehe. A week left to go.
Today is the day. Going to watch Ultraviolet, I hope I won't be disappointed by it. I think I want to eat popcorn.
It's weird I don't even mentioned my trials next week. I'm not sure whether I'm prepared to sit for the papers.
Couldn't sleep last night, I can only sleep right after 4am. Oh boy, now my eyes feel dry and tired. I'm sure I'll sleep early tonight.
The next movie I'm going to watch
04.18.06 (8:12 pm) [edit]
The outcome of the new dorm
04.16.06 (10:30 pm) [edit]I've already moved into the new room. 4 trips altogether and I'm happy that I managed to carry all my stuff from the 3rd floor till the ground floor on my own, except for 1 big suitcase which a junior has so kindly offered her help. And then I rearranged the room - dragging the lockers and the beds and the study table all on my own - well, my roommate was wrapping some gifts while I do all these. Then I cleaned the room - sweeped numerous times and mopped twice! So exhausted by all these cleaning. You should have seen the room, it was such a mess! And my study table originally was sooo dirty with the stains, ewww, and sticky too! I had to scrub like mad and covered the table with a present paper so to make the table look more interesting and a conducive place to study. I've already packed the stuff I need to bring back during the next break, which is quite (shh...) unofficial and early too. Hehehe. I think I can fit all the stuff in the huge box, I so daringly asked from a shoe store. Anyways, I can't wait to go back! My family is there and I hope I can study better there, away from all the 'noise'. After moving into the new room, we have no privacy. We can't go out as we like and it's very difficult to study in peace as our neighbours are quite noisy too. And other things... Then there's the toilet, it was so gross that I dare not do my 'business' there, would rather do it in the old dorm where it's much, much, much cleaner. At least just now when we went back, there's someone who cleaned the toilet. *sigh*
Just now in the middle of class, the lights and fans went "puff" - blackout! We had to 'study' in the park. Yeah rite...as if! All we did was just standing around chatting away and decided on what hairstyle which suits my friend. Did a pose with my other friend, the Dynamic Duo. Hehehe... We're having class this afternoon, well, hope not. And I have a Sociology essay to write. Trials next week, so not looking forward to it. Come to think of it, I don't know what have I studied. Eek! 
(confused emoticon, strange...)
Do not kill wolves!
04.13.06 (8:01 pm) [edit]
My mum made that name. Anyways, I would like badly to see a real wolf for myself and maybe to pat it even. Dolphins
04.13.06 (7:42 pm) [edit]
There's a title for my anger?
04.13.06 (7:24 pm) [edit]Just received news last night that we need to move to another dorm again. It's so freaking stupid! We thought that we're done moving already and this thing happened. Last night, the principal said we should know since the workers have been repairing the other dorms, so of course they would also repair the dorm that we had just moved into. Argh!! To think that now we have our own space, nice balcony that overlooked the trees and far from the freaking noise. Now if we moved, it'll be nearer to the stupid place (some people know what I mean) and the noise there is even louder. (This is the part where I 'unhair' my head, screaming #@!#?!) And we had just begun to get used to the room, the cosmos has even reached the right balance. Now the gods would really be angry!!! (no need to analyse this part) Maybe some people are wondering what's the fuss about moving, but the thing is we live in the top floor (4 storeys building) and we had to lug all our stuff down the flight of stairs and down some more stairs cos the dorm is practically in the valley. Ok, maybe I would compromise with the moving since because of the construction work going to be done on our dorm now, it's unhealthy for us to stay there and breathe the dust. But why now? WHY!!! I've got studying and lots of catching up to do, I'm falling way behind in all my subjects and you come and hit me with this real life crisis. Not enough with the stress for the exams and you give us this?! ARRGGHH!!! Feel like shouting right now. Before, we had the water crisis, then the tsunami, then the earthquake, then the Denggi, bad AS result, AS resit, cannot go UK, what else have I not mention? I just can't believe I have to go through all these ordeal and still stay sane. But out of all these, I'm glad, very glad that I have good friends like Al and Elin to go through this together. At least the weight wouldn't be as bad as carrying it alone. *sigh* I guess I just surrender to whatever that comes, I'm too tired to fight it anymore. The more you exert your strength, the more difficult the hardship.
My Hell...
04.12.06 (1:18 am) [edit]I change the settings for my blog few days ago, and I totally LOVE it! Harry Potter and his owl, Hedwig as the banner, falling snow and the black background...yeah, it's totally the epitome of myself. 
....I just came back from extra class, did past year Maths paper, totally like reliving my past. And guess what, there's quite a number I don't know how to do, makes me wonder how I got an A for the paper.
Just now during Sociology class, I almost snapped, or maybe I did snap. I always didn't do well for the exercises (which is actually past year papers and we're allowed to refer to the book), got a freaking E every time. And last night, we were talking about whether we get to fly to NZ, and I was so sad because maybe I couldn't go with my Soc, don't know what the hell I'm studying and Maths, dropping every time and Literature, we just realize teacher didn't train us to insert other people's opinion into our essay. And I was also thinking how am I going to write a really long essay in just 3 hours!!! My concentration span has dropped since I came here, just can't stand poring over the questions and organizing my thoughts every time. My friend suggested that maybe I should go home since I can study well at home. But my break lasts only a week, how am I supposed to study everything in just one week?! I thought of extending my break, go back right after my trials. This is the thoughts of a really panick person. Maybe I should suggest to my mum later, see what she thinks. Why am I so stupid? 
Ha? Why? Oh why?
How real is my dream?
04.10.06 (12:29 am) [edit]I feel so bored here. Supposed to type out my essay to earn 2 bucks. But I feel so sleepy right now, then again can't go back to the dorm to sleep, so I'm stuck here listening to NSync and this headphones really hurt! OUCH!! Oh man, what a sad song....(listening to "Gone" by NSync in Spanish)
Anyways, tomorrow is a holiday. My friend will be going to unc's place this evening, lucky her. Stuck in this place again....I wish I could go back home this coming May, I'm getting sick of this place, the food, the people....I know I shouldn't complain so much, but I just can't help it, I NEED TO GO HOME!!! Urgh...Now I'm having a headache. Hmm, no interesting topic to talk about today. No wait! I remembered something...
Last Friday night, I had a dream....my friends were over at my house. My cuzin who just gave birth was there, my brother also. My friends and I were just chatting, I think we were talking about cancer. Then my house phone rang, I picked it up, it was my mum, she was telling me something. I didn't know the exact words but somehow I knew something happened to my dad. After I put down the phone, then one of my friends asked, "Your dad died from cancer?" I was shocked! How did she know it's about my dad? I denied it! Then the phone rang again, this time it's the police. One cop after another started briefing me on road safety, it was weird. I knew they wanted to tell me something about my dad, but they didn't say anything. Am I suppose to read their mind?!....my mum came back alone....and at that moment I knew it. They got involved in a car accident and my mum survived. I didn't wake up crying, I guess I was shaken or maybe unsure of how to react. This is my first time dreaming that someone who's still alive died, worse if it's someone close to you.
After the dream, I messaged my parents and my brother, telling them to take care of themselves. My bro of course knew, he's the first to know, somehow we both have intuitions that the other is in danger. My mum called after that, because it's seldom that I send message out of the blue and it's even more suspicious if that message just contain a "Take Care" message. In the end, she forced me to tell my dream.
The next day, my parents almost get involved in an accident (a boat accident). It is fortunate that my dad managed to swerve the boat in a nick of time, if he didn't, there's no doubt that a head-on collision will result in casualties.
Having tell you this, I dare not think whether my dream is actually a warning. If I didn't tell them that I was thinking of them and to take care of themselves, there might be a permanent loss................... Tell me it's just coincidence. I think my mum was freaked out that there's some similarities in my dream and the incident. I don't know, I believe in my dreams lately, I think I'm becoming like my grandparents. If I tell them, I'm sure they would understand how dreams can sometimes foretell the future. What I do know is that dreams are always the reflection of your hidden and innermost emotions. I've dreamt a lot about some people, and these dreams always remind me to do something before any misfortune occur, like the breakup of a strong friendship.....
I don't want to think about this anymore. I do not totally reject my dreams as just dreams, but I don't totally believe it either. I would rather TRUST GOD to protect my family and the people I love.
Dirty Pop (Raw)
04.06.06 (8:02 pm) [edit]Dirty pop, yo
B.T.
[Justin:]
Sick and tired of hearing
All these people talk about
What's the deal with this pop life
And when is it gonna fade out
The thing you got to realize
What we doing is not a trend
We got the gift of melody
We gonna bring it till the end
(Come on now)
[JC:]
It doesn't matter
'Bout the car I drive or
What I wear around my neck
All that matters
Is that you recognize
That it's just about respect
It doesn't matter
About the clothes I wear
And where I go and why
All that matters
Is that you get hyped and
We'll do it to you every time
(Come on now)
[CHORUS:]
Do you ever wonder why
This music gets you high?
It takes you on a ride
Feel it when your body
Starts to rock
(Your body starts to rock)
Baby you can't stop
(You can't stop)
And the music's all you got
Come on now
This must be, pop
Dirty pop
Baby you can't stop
I know you
Like this dirty pop
This must be
[JC:]
Now, why you wanna try
To classify the type of thing
That we do
'Cause we're just fine
Doin what we like
Can we say the same for you?
Tired of feelin all
Around me animosity
Just worry about yours
'Cause I'ma get mine
Now people can't you see
[Justin:]
It doesn't matter
'Bout the car I drive or
The ice around my neck
All that matters
Is that you recognize
That it's just about respect (oh)
It doesn't matter
About the clothes I wear
And where I go and why
All that matters
Is that you get hyped and
We'll give it to you every time
(Come on)
Do you ever wonder why (Why?)
This music gets you high?
(Music gets you high)
It takes you on a ride
Feel it when your
Body starts to rock
(Your body starts to rock)
Baby you can't stop
(You can't stop)
And the music's all you got
Baby come on
This must be, pop
Ooh
Man I'm tired of singing
Dirty, dirty, dirty pop
Dirty pop
Do you ever wonder?
[Echoes]
*NSYNC
(Oh)
Do you ever wonder why
(Every wonder why)
This music gets you high?
(Music gets you high)
It takes you on a ride
Feel it when your
Body starts to rock
(When your body
Starts to rock)
Baby you can't stop
(Baby don't stop)
And the music's all you got
Come on now
This must be
Do you ever wonder why
(Ever wonder)
This music gets you high?
(Music gets you high)
It takes you on a ride
Feel it when your
Body starts to rock
(When your body
Starts to rock)
Baby you can't stop
The music's all you got
This must be, pop
This song is dedicated to all the people in my college. Nothing much to say because everything's said in this song (read the bold words). This is what my friends and I have been experiencing for 2 years. Very glad to be out of this place soon!
By the way, this is especially for Pota, who has made our lives so 'interesting'. We're going to miss being chased around like that. 
Adios baby! Hehe.
Diego
04.06.06 (7:19 pm) [edit]
Ice Age 2
04.02.06 (7:46 pm) [edit]My friends and I watched Ice Age 2 yesterday. We're supposed to watch When A Stranger Calls next week, but brought forward to last weekend. *sigh* Next time, remind me not to plan. We just live day by day. But the movie was really, really, REALLY GOOD...It's like Narnia. Last time I saw Narnia, I said it was the best family movie I've ever watched, but now after watching Ice Age, I was very impressed. You guys who haven't watch Ice Age 2, you should watch and I can guarantee you that you'll never regret it. It's ok if you haven't watch the first Ice Age because I also haven't. The movie has elements like loyalty, love etc. etc., something everyone can relate to. I'm definitely looking forward to watching more movies with my friends in the coming future.