Lounging
11.28.05 (2:28 pm) [edit]i told someone. it helps a lot having a listening ear. everythin's out, well...not exactly EVERYTHING. But i tink it's enough 2 relive me from dis tension. goin 2 my aunt's place dis weekend, gonna watch a Korean romantic movie. it's goin 2 be my finals nxt wik, haven't actually prepared 4 it. One ting im lookin 4ward 2 is dat it'll b my holidays aftr d finals and i might oni b bek on d 10th/11th of Jan nxt yr. Wow, dats quite a looonngg break isn't it? :) wen i go bek nxt wik, there's gona b a thanksgiving/wedding anniversary party. it's suppose 2 b a surprise 4 me, but i hv an informant 2 report 2 me. hehe. my frens askd me 2 do a makeover 4 dis special occasion like my hair for instance, get a new dress dat match d dangling earrings i jz bought, new heels or shoes (preferably shoes cos it's much comfortable 2 walk in)...then again, i dono whether i shud spend moni on all these stuff, it's gona cost alot and im kinda tight on cash. so, we'll jz hv 2 wait n c then.
gona hv a quiz n my 1st paper 4 finals 2day! n im here blogging!? man, teacher is gona kill me. :) ok, gota go stdy.
A friend
11.21.05 (4:00 pm) [edit]got a new dog in my room. named it Bob. vry sweet looking. sleeps on my bed evry nite. it got long ears, vry long dat dey cn cover its eyes, pink tongue, soft brown fur...:)
my fren jz realise dat her echidna has no ears. hehe, vry funny. she's had it 4 lk many yrs n she jz found out. joked abt creating a poem, Ode to an Echidna.
Escape
11.21.05 (3:39 pm) [edit]let them dance
break the news
let the skeletons in your closet loose
you gotta choose
let them loose
You gotta tell someone before it eats you bit by bit, everyday...Time is running out! There's no way out, if you keep telling people to stay out! Time has changed, everyone's growing up. You can't give up, so don't shut up! The present has become the past, but the future, NOW! The future is very bleak and uncertain, so if you don't plan now, don't expect to ever return.
I'm suppose 2 b d soldier, who never loses his composure!
11.13.05 (5:58 pm) [edit]My family's all I got. can't trust anybody anymore. im never goin 2 talk abt it. there's owez a dark side in ppl's life r8? i might do it if i 1 2 protect him. we promised 2 protect each other no matter wat.
Getaway
11.13.05 (5:46 pm) [edit]Here I am again
Talking to myself
Sitting at a red light
Both hands on the wheel
How am I supposed to feel?
So much running through my mind
First you wanna be free
Now you say you need me
Giving mixed signals and signs
It's so hard to let you in
Thinking you might slam the brakes again
Put the pedal down
Heading out of town
Gotta make a getaway
The traffic in my brain's
Driving me insane
This is more than I can take
You tell me that you love me first
Then throw your heart into reverse
I gotta get away
I can't keep coming back to you
Every time you're in the mood
To whisper something sweet in my ear
It's so hard to move on
Cause every time I think you're gone
You show up in my rearview mirror
Is this just a detour?
Cause I gotta be sure
That you really mean what you say
It's so hard to let you in
Thinking you might slam the brakes again
Put the pedal down
Heading out of town
Gotta make a getaway
The traffic in my brain's
Driving me insane
This is more than I can take
You tell me that you love me first
Then throw your heart into reverse
I gotta get away
To a place where I can be redefined
Where you're out of sight
And you're out of mind
But the truth is I can't even say goodbye
Here I am again
Talking to myself
Sitting at a red light
Both hands on the wheel
How am I supposed to feel?
So much running through my mind
Put the pedal down
Heading out of town
Gotta make a getaway (a getaway)
The traffic in my brain's
Driving me insane
This is more than I can take (I can take)
You tell me that you love me first
Then throw your heart into reverse
I gotta get away
I've changed after being 19. things wil never b d same again. don xpect d old me 2 b bek, life has made my heart cold. anger is filling my heart. i jz hope dat nobody gets hurt dats all, plz stay away!
Secrets...
11.13.05 (5:38 pm) [edit]24 Oct 2005 - cheated death - unidentified face - court case
31 Oct 2005 - near death - blood - renewed hope
contemplating revenge - dangerous and unexpected assassin - helpless informant
running through my head...